Here goes nothing..

Well, thinking about tomorrow kinda gives me a lil anxiety. We have our very important doctor's appointment that could tell us a lot. IF I'm dilated at all, then we get to schedule an induction for hopefully Thursday of this week, and IF not, then we get to travel home knowing we will probably have to wait yet another week to find out when we get to meet our little girl. I know, I know..many people never had the opportunity to induce or just don't believe that it is right..buuuut I do have the opportunity and we feel that the doctor would tell us if it wasn't a good idea. Could it be longer labor?? Yes, but if I would go into labor myself, labor could be just as long..depends on the person. Could it be more painful?? Yes, it is known that contractions could be worse than if not induce..but that pain is only for so long, then I will be able to forget about all of it to be able to SEE my lil girl I have carried for 9 months. For me, the planner (too much like my father, I know), induction would be great! I would have time to make sure I have everything ready to go to the hospital, make sure that everything is done at work before leaving, be able to take a shower and look half way decent going(too much like mom on this one), won't have to worry if Bryson will be at work and be all greasy and need cleaned up before rushing to the hospital, it will give the grandparents notice to take off work to be there so they won't miss anything...see, it is perfect! Now, will it happen this way??? We will know tomorrow...